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201 Jabroni Drive, Moulnani Blvd. , Italy My dearest Maria, I miss you every
second of every day and every day of every week. Sometimes I ask myself “How can
I live without your love and affection?” You can’t imagine how lonely I
sometimes feel without you beside me. I miss you deeply and I am sure you do the
same. America is many thousands of miles away from Italy but my heart is less
than a pin away from yours… I am deeply concerned about the health of Julius. I
pray day and night for his health and I hope that the money I sent would help
him. I expect a lot of him because he is the oldest and it might seem like that
I am pressuring him a lot but tell him that I love him. On the other hand tell
our other three babies to keep on smiling because America is really the land of
opportunity. I love all of you, and tell them that I would sacrifice everything
for your pleasure, even if it meant not to set sight on them for some years.
Please tell me in your next letter how everyone is doing? Maria, you know very
well that I had to come to this alien land.
I would never want to leave you
alone with the children but if we want to raise this family and make sure they
survive in this world, I had to take the risk and leave for America. I want my
children to go to school and eat the pastas and foods that I’ve never even seen;
I want them to have a youth, which I never had. Maria, so please bare the pain
with me, we must live apart for a few years. I will surely return to you but it
will probably take about seven to eight years before you see my aching face
again. I can’t even wait for a minute to see your beautiful face. Remember I
miss you all and I cannot wait to hear from you in your next letter. We have now
been cleared into America for sure and the fear of getting caught has died out.
We live in peace and we work almost every hour of the day or at least it seems
like it. Our cousin Beatrice helped us a lot and her husband Eddie made us most
welcome at his own house. They seem to be a very kind family and I fell that
they are doing to best for us. They also have a niece who they treat as their
own daughter and her name is Catherine, she is very beautiful and intelligent.
She is only 18 years old and she is full of youth! Everyone has helped Rudolpho
and I a lot; they cook, dine and provide somewhere to sleep everyday for us and
I am deeply thankful to them. They are not extremely rich but they are middle
classed and they seem to be very traditional and Eddie is very dominant in the
family. I have a feeling that Eddie has a short temper and that we might trigger
this anger by accident. On the other hand, Beatrice seems to be a nice-hearted
and kind woman. The funny thing is that in Italy, there is not a job in sight,
but here in America; we got a job the day after we arrived in America. We
basically work at the dock where we load and unload heavy cargo of many
different things.
The pay here is much better than the pay in Italy and we earn
almost twice or thrice as much as we did in Italy. I love the working
environment here and the work isn’t that hard. I promise you that every cent I
get, I will send to you and I will first think about the family and then my
stomach but I’m sure cousin Beatrice will help us until we get on our feet. Rudolpho has also found a lot of friends around in America. He has become
extremely popular amongst the guys because of his sense of humor and his
talents. He gives the men at work something to laugh about and he livens up the
atmosphere. A lot of the men like his sense of humor very much. I have a feeling
that Eddie doesn’t like it that much though. I think Rudolpho has found his
future wife in America as well! I think Catherine and Rudolpho have fallen in
love and they go out to see movies together. They seem to be deeply in love with
each other. Beatrice likes Rudolpho very much and I think she approves the
relationship between Catherine and Rudolpho but I think that Eddie has an
objection to them loving each other. He has been agitated many times when
Rudolpho and Catherine seem to come together just a little closer and I have a
feeling that he does not particularly like Rudolpho for some reason. I do not
understand why though, Rudolpho hasn’t done anything wrong! Last night was one
time where the tension in the house burst and Eddie was angering me by the way
he was trying to point out that Rudolpho wasn’t a real man and suggesting that
Rudolpho was gay.
He was saying that Rudolpho cooks, makes dresses and sings, so
the dock is no place for him. This angered me but I hid my anger! Then Catherine
asked Rudolpho for a dance and the two danced in the apartment when Eddie
brought up the topic of boxing. He then pretended to teach Rudolpho how to fight
when he purposely punched him lightly. Rudolpho backed off and Eddie apologized.
But I would not stand someone mocking my brother, so I showed my strength to
Eddie by lifting up a chair above my head with one hand. I think that he got the
message and from now on, he will think twice before he touches Rudolpho.
Otherwise, everything over here is going well. Maria, only if you were over
here, you would see all the lights sparkle in the night and all the skyscrapers
almost touching the clouds and most importantly we could be together. Hopefully,
after I become a citizen after a few years, I can bring you and our whole family
here to live forever. I am sure that you will like it here but this time will be
a long time from now. For now, please take care of yourself and our children. I
love you very much and I miss all our children equally. Please take extra care
of Julius as he is sick and I will send more money to make sure he is fine.
Yours truly, Marco Ps. I love all of you
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